Jan 7, 2004
Hey everyone... stuff keeps rollin on. This year hasn’t started that great. But hey today hasn’t been all that bad. HAHA I quit BPA. I am sorry but that was boring… sorry everyone who is in bpa. Just sat in talked in World History, b/c all we are doing is review for exams and I got that done already… Whoo hoo for Alison! Yeah so tomorrow freshman volleyball has a game in MCC tomorrow. So I kinda have to go to that… bummer… well I have to get goin… maybe I will write a lot in this again soon! Xo’s everyone! *
Posted at 03:24 pm by Allie-gator
Jan 6, 2004
Ok… so today went okay I guess. I mean it wasn’t another S-U-P-E-R but really I really haven’t had any super days lately. And i have been feelin a little LONELY! I don’t know. Everyone is asking me what is wrong and I really don’t know what to say or just don’t want to talk about it. Because when I talk about it I start to break down. Right now I don’t want to just break down at school. I am going thru a tough time… but in the end I will get thru as long as my friends stay standin’ by my side. Thank you for who has been. Sorry these entry's have been a little on the short side... haven't gotten much to say. 8 days and counting!
Posted at 04:28 pm by Allie-gator
Jan 5, 2004
*Another Day in this Snowball*
Today… You could say it was another normal day in this town I live in. but whoo hoo. The one thing that was different. I miss him. I don’t want to deal with another thing at this time… and I wasn’t planning on it. But it happened. I have talked to him. And I need him… but he is 2 hours away… and doesn’t feel the same way about me. Well I am not so sure about that. He has said he was going to ask me out but he is getting ready to move (closer he’ll only be 1 ½ away)
Well I was thinking I was depressed. But Ginny called me today and I realized what has got me so down. Ginny called me and told me her Grandpa died and I felt bad. Then I was sitting at the dinner table. And I figured everything out. Last time I was truly happy was day before Christmas Eve. That night I heard my g-ma talk about funeral arrangements for her and my g-pa. Also my g-pa isn’t doing to good. He is having illusions and thinks people are stealing his wood, which no one is. He calls the sheriff at 4 in the morning. And I see my grandma breaking down each day…and I don’t want to see that… right now I wouldn’t be able to handle their funerals when and if they happen. Well this is all for tonight I will talk to you all later!
Posted at 04:56 pm by Allie-gator
Jan 4, 2004
Well it is snowing.... yeah right... haha. It is snowing tho. and 23 degrees here. but that is normal for Mich. Well we're soppose to get... 4 to 6 inches by Monday morning. Weather channel said we might have a snow day but i doubt that will happen. I mean our school never closes which sucks. well it's cold... so i am going to leave and try to get warm! bye **
Posted at 05:49 pm by Allie-gator
Jan 3, 2004
Tonite was fun. We went to Radio Shack for a face plate for my phone... no luck.. then to plumbs to get ice cream. no luck on "the ice cream" so we got another kind. Then we went to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings good rest. saw Jordan...
Then we had some time to kill so we went to the mall and did some shoppin... We were in Aeropostale and "rain on me" came on and this guy walks in and starts dancing it was so hilarious. well we went to the hockey game.... fun! we had so much fun. we lost our voice.
i feel so much better than i did yesterday... well at least i thought i did until i found out bri went out with alec and didn't tell me... she just told me... :'(
and there is this guy... that i care about so much... it scares me... but he does not care about me that much. and it hurts but i can't make him care about me and i have told him i cared about him... so he knows. so it is up to him. he holds the special place in my heart. i know him, he is going thru a lot now.. but it hurts me that he cannot come and talk to me about it... and i hope he will soon. You know who u are I love you with everything i have!
Posted at 10:03 pm by Allie-gator
Hey Everyone... feeling a little better and i realized that i can't let this kind of stuff get to me... and i didn't plan on letting it get to me but it just kind of happened... i don't know. I was driving around and it just hit me. And now i am not caring any more. Have fun... that is my New Years Resolution. Hey just wanted to say thanks to a couple of people who were sweet. Jared (ginny's cousin) Adam, Bri, Ginny and Marion.... thank you...
today... got hair cut... don't like it all that much but hey it's alright. Bri is coming over and when she gets here... we're going to Radio shack to get a face plate for my phone. Then onto Plumbs to get "the Ice Cream" not the icecream is choc ice cream with m&m's and brownies in it... It is SOOOO good!
Tonite... ON TO A HOCKEY GAME!! oh yeah... lol i love hockey games, they are even better with fights but hey it's the truth... does that make me a bad person? oooh before the hockey game we're going to Buffalo Wild Wings THE best restaurant... lol well i will let you know how everything goes tonite... peace and love
Posted at 10:54 am by Allie-gator
Jan 2, 2004
*Hey...Not feelin any better*
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith in me
And
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darlin'
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch, I will catch your fall baby
Just have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
*Hey Everybody... thanks for actually being there for me... some aren't but oh well they will miss the fun in the end*
Posted at 07:41 pm by Allie-gator
Yeah... so this year isn't goin' all that great so far... A LOT has happened. I hope it goes better and starts soon... On to 2004
Posted at 04:57 pm by Allie-gator
Jan 1, 2004
So it is a *NEW* year... 2004... but to me it doesn't really seem like it... everything that has happend so far...
Tonydude90: why are you so uptight
Tonydude90: it's not improtant you know why
Tonydude90: because i lied i lied to you it's not true desmond said you were hott and he really likes and that he argues with you because he likes you so much
Tonydude90: i had to say that because he told me to because he wan't you back
sweetsnokisses06: are you serious tony?
Tonydude90: yep sure is
sweetsnokisses06: y did u lie?
Tonydude90: i am serous
Tonydude90: because he told me to lie to you because he want's to ask you out again
sweetsnokisses06: when did he say this?
Tonydude90: he said before holiday break on thursday to me bfore my basketball practice
Tonydude90: hey don't be surprised if he is denying to you he does not like you because he loves you so much
sweetsnokisses06: tony are you DEAD serious?
Tonydude90: ummmmmmm yea i am serous
Tonydude90: heck yea i am serous
Tonydude90: damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Tonydude90: ok i lied to you ok i can't take lying to my best friend
Tonydude90: it's a lieeeeeee
sweetsnokisses06: what's a lie?
Tonydude90: he hates you and thinks your annoying an a bitch ok
Tonydude90: the whole thng what i said it's all a lie because you would not leave me alone
Tonydude90: you were getiing to me like he said you are annoying
sweetsnokisses06: well tony... i am now leaving you alone so now you got your wish
sweetsnokisses06: hope your happy!
Tonydude90: damn alli don't be like that now i am seeing the other side of you yea i am believing what he said now
Tonydude90: because he said you were so annoying and a bitch
Tonydude90: sorry maybe he is right
Tonydude90: ok sorry alli
sweetsnokisses06: ok be my guest... but i saw the other side of you and i don't like it...
Tonydude90: wohhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am the same person but you gt to be annoying and whatever the other damn word is
sweetsnokisses06: tony tyrell fountain we {i am sorry to say} are not friends anymore...
sweetsnokisses06: :'(
sweetsnokisses06: So what's up?
Kahlomongwayo4: notta
sweetsnokisses06: FUN
Kahlomongwayo4: not really
sweetsnokisses06: ok you didn't get it apparently
Kahlomongwayo4: nope i am stupid like that
Kahlomongwayo4: !
Kahlomongwayo4: ...
sweetsnokisses06: being sarcastic
sweetsnokisses06: ok so what are you doing this weekend?
Kahlomongwayo4: notta
Kahlomongwayo4: well
Kahlomongwayo4: i might go on a date
Kahlomongwayo4: dunno
Kahlomongwayo4: ?
sweetsnokisses06: with???
Kahlomongwayo4: someone
sweetsnokisses06: oooh
sweetsnokisses06: well saturday bri and i are going to go to a hockey game
Kahlomongwayo4: o
Kahlomongwayo4: y are u tellin me
Kahlomongwayo4: is it a invite
Kahlomongwayo4: ?
Kahlomongwayo4: ?
sweetsnokisses06: NO!
sweetsnokisses06: it is called making a conversation!
Kahlomongwayo4: O
Kahlomongwayo4: I DID NOT KNOW THANX
sweetsnokisses06: NO problem
Kahlomongwayo4: UR BEING GAY
sweetsnokisses06: GET IT THRU UR HEAD U + BRI SORRY AIN'T GOING TO HAPPEN. AND I AM JUST TELLING YOU THE STRAIGHT TRUTH SO YOU CAN TAKE IT ANY WAY U WANT BUT REMEMBER IT ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN EVER!
Kahlomongwayo4: fuck u and go on a diet
sweetsnokisses06: AND STOP TELLING PEOPLE SHE WANTS TO HOOK UP WITH YOU BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T
Kahlomongwayo4: fuck u and go on a diet
sweetsnokisses06: SORRY TRUTH HURTS... BUT THAT DON'T!
Kahlomongwayo4: fuck u and go on a diet
sweetsnokisses06: ouch that hurts so much.... NOT!
Kahlomongwayo4: shut the fuck up
sweetsnokisses06: whatever justin your just like ryan just talk
Kahlomongwayo4: what do i have to do
Kahlomongwayo4: u just wont shutup will ya
Kahlomongwayo4: nope
Kahlomongwayo4: !
Kahlomongwayo4: hey
Kahlomongwayo4: i am sorry about that
sweetsnokisses06: and why should i forgive u?
Kahlomongwayo4: i said i am sorry and i did not have to
sweetsnokisses06: well you shouldn't of... b/c i was seriously telling you the truth b/c that is what i do to my friends and well i guess i did something wrong b/c it didn't seem as you considered me as a friend
sweetsnokisses06: so bye
So yeah great year so far.... NOT!!!
Posted at 07:06 pm by Allie-gator
Dec 31, 2003
*In w/the new out w/the old*
Happy New Year!! lol well not yet... it is still good 2003! I had a lot of G-R-E-A-T times this year... and now i am going to reflect back on them...good memories and some bad...
Jan 15. My golden birthday. So i have heard that your golden birthdays were soppose to be the best. HAHA yeah right if they were mine wasn't one bit. my uncle and aunt didn't come to my family party b/c they were getting a "couch" delivered that day and didn't want to miss it... (3rd birthday they've missed!!!)
School... Last year was my F-R-E-S-H-M-A-N year OOOH yeah what a blast... PSYCHE Not really it just fit into all my other years of school. Now I am a S-O-P-H-M-O-R-E and this year ain't goin to bad. My ex-boyfriend came back from heights... and being the stupid person i am sometimes... i got back with him. MISTAKE!! lol well he treated me like a dog and i tossed him after the Whitehall-Big Rapids football game in November... ever since then he has been talking trash about me... but hey that's okay... i lost only 2 friends out of it... i am good. because i realized that is all he CAN do is talk trash.
Speaking of Football games.... Whitehall was District Champs for the first time ever... We BEAT to teams that no one thought we could... both in the last 20 sec. then our 3rd and final championship game we got beat by big rapids in the last 10 sec... they gave us a taste of our own medicine. Anyways We defeated Oakridge... and crushed coopersville. What a blast. I got to take the spectator bus to all of these games!! FUN!
This past year... i have gotten into fights, disagreements, and a whole lot of trouble... but in the end.. it has been a pretty decent year.
Now... for the up coming Year....
Jan 15 i will be 16 FINALLY!! and this up coming year is going to be a BLAST!!
i'll talk to you all next year!
Posted at 11:46 am by Allie-gator
